Every Page of Every Page of Moby-Dick, 35

10/3/21, 7:56pm

35

Ishmael empathizes at some length with the mournful tablet gazers he encounters upon entering the Whaleman’s Chapel in New Bedford. He knows no one in the place (save for Queequeg), but he deduces that among these tablet gazers are family – widows namely – of those people whose names are engraved upon the marble plaques. Two pieces of evidence lead him to this conclusion: 1) the look, if not the wardrobe, of “some unceasing grief” upon the tablet gazers; 2) Ishmael’s familiarity with the many “unrecorded accidents in the fishery.” As if on this very point the perspective of the Ishmael speaking silently shifts to that of the Ishmael on the other side of the catastrophe of the Pequod, not just glimpsing the interior of the Whaleman’s Chapel for the first time as the would-be whaleman. “Oh! Ye whose dead lie buried beneath the green grass…” This Ishmael knows firsthand the “desolation” of those who have lost loved ones in ways that admit of no visitation, no resurrection. The “frigid inscriptions” on the marble tablets are a testament to the “void” of not just the loss but the loss of the customary equipment to grieve. The repeatedly failed testing of reality for the lost one that carries on in the wake of absence – what they call learning to live with it – is often intimately tied to defined notions of place. Stabbing, healing daydreams and hallucinations – the torments of mourning – are called up by memories activated by familiar objects, sounds, vistas. How strange and unresolveable the grief, then, Ishmael opines, for lost whalemen. Perhaps a personalized tool, logbook, or other object makes the voyage home to tokenize the absence, but the person is hard lost that never returns as a body to bear witness to its own departed life. 

This lost body of the life lost is the literal center of MK’s illustration of this page of MD: a mere silhouetted stick of a figure with a little rounded head, laid to its side on the plane of the horizontal orientation of the found page itself, an electrical schema. Surrounding the black stick figure is a blood-red oblong hole; surrounding that the be-lined form of a great whale. The thick outline is recognizably that of a sperm whale – from the shape of its fluke to the far right of the page to characteristic brow line nearly nosing the far left, and the pectoral fin placement and shape on the lower side of the form – but apart from the blood red oblong hole in its side where the black stick figure lay the whale is featureless; there’s no eye or mouth. It’s outline gives it a dormant, frozen appearance, while it’s surface features an intricate linework in black ink, branching out from the whale’s thick perimeter line and meandering their various inverted V- and Y-shaped ways toward its middle – as if traces of every former movement.

10/4/21, 7:10am

Ishmael characterizes the uniquely impossible mourning for lost whalemen as grief for the “placelessly perished.” MK couldn’t have chosen to illustrate this line in any way that would not have given this placelessness some place, if even just the margins of the found page itself. Rather than ink some abstraction to render the woeful thought of a bodiless grief, MK draws the missing body – simple like a petroglyph, featureless except for its anthropomorphic limbs – and places it within another recognizable body. The intricate linework of the whale’s body isn’t a labyrinth confining the stick figure; both bodies together are the picture of stillness: the one still body still in the other still body. The only feature of the canvas that animates this illustration of the radically departed is the blood-red oblong cavity in the whale’s side where the black stick figure is deposited as in a crypt. The wrinkling linework of the wheel’s body draws in and puckers around its edges like a wound. MK creates a monument to the unceasing grief for the body that never returns in the form of the unreturning body that the unreturned set out to make.

Matt Kish
MOBY-DICK, Page 035

Title: What deadly voids and unbidden infidelities in the lines that seem to gnaw upon all Faith, and refuse resurrections to the beings who have placelessly perished without a grave.
(11 inches by 7.75 inches; ink on found paper; September 7, 2009)

Every Page of Every Page of Moby-Dick, 33

9/30/21, 9:01pm

33

After a walk to take in the streets of New Bedford, Ishmael sallies out a second time for a special visit to the city’s famed “Whaleman’s Chapel.” Upon entering the place, he notes as many “sailor’s wives and widows” as sailors among the small, scattered congregation. Each of the congregants appears isolated in an experience of grief. Ishmael notes their sense of loss as a matter of fact, as palpable to his eyes as as their “muffled silence” to his ears.

To illustrate this grieving archipelago MK arranges three of his white peglike figures along the lower margin of the canvas with only their heads exposed. Like the water gazers in 2 each of them faces a different direction, one left, one right, one forward. Unlike the water gazers, however, whose lidless, hazy eyes stare in every direction but landward, the grievers’ eyes are all drawn passively closed like the dreamer in 15. The two peglike figures turned profile have large individual teardrops dangling like jewels from the drape-lines of their eyes. Previously, I extemporized that the water gazers were magnetically drawn to the water in proportion to how sealed off they are from it, like buoys. The extremity of grief lodged in the Whaleman’s Chapel – that specially unresolveable grief specially reserved for the “placelessly perished” – draws water from the driest of dowels.

The isolated griefs are minimized by the features of the canvas dedicated to MK’s rendering of the space of Whaleman’s Chapel itself. The 8×9 inch found page is occupied almost entirely by a closeup black-and-white photo of a section of brick wall, marred and uneven in its finish and adjoining what appears to be an industrial weather-sealed concrete surfacing, dark in color. On the fifth brick down from the topmost brick in the frame, the words “I need” are chalked in an informal cursive. The seven bricks below this one are void of writing as the ones above it, but the words scrawled on the fifth brick leave you projecting on the bricks below, above, and all around – like a spreadsheet – various scrolling lists of nouns and verbs and prepositional phrases that would answer to “I need…” In front of the original street art in the photograph, before the chalk washed away, you’d have the whole wall.  

That is, if you look past the painting that forms the canvas’s foreground. On level with where the grieving pegheads enter the frame so too does a towering cross extending halfway up the height of canvas, formed of broad, partially transparent canary yellow brush strokes, dotted over with 9 daubs of opaque white paint, up and across, crossing at the third and fifth dot respectively. Over the upper third of the found page, irrespective of the cropped photograph of the brick wall, are capital letters formed not by lines but individual semi-opaque daubs of yellow spelling the name JESUS.

In MD the scattered silent islands of people assembled in the Whaleman’s Chapel all gaze upon marble tablets engraved with the names of the placelessly perished, drawing their eyes toward the walls of the space that contains their respective insular and incommunicable griefs as a congregation. The heads of MK’s peg people are all turned away from the wall. In fact, they’re painted on a plane and a scale that defies the margin of the wall’s appearance, as the name above them is spelled across that margin: a constellation of isolated dots, taken from a cross and put up on high. Sometimes there’s no faith but for that of a space. Never is there space but for that of a faith.

Matt Kisk
MOBY-DICK, Page 033

Title: Each silent worshipper seemed purposely sitting apart from the other, as if each silent grief were insular and incommunicable.
(8 inches by 9 inches; acrylic paint and ink on found paper; September 7, 2009)